I get this feeling when I’m all alone quiet in my bedroom at night.
This horrible feeling in my stomach, like I’ve forgotten something, or like there’s something I want to say or like there’s something I’m missing.
I can’t ever figure it out, it just lingers. 
And I lay here feeling tired & uneasy trying to wrack my brain… but nothing.
It hurts & it scares me & I wonder if it’ll ever go away.